Got A Lot Done.

Today I got a lot of things accomplished! We finalized the funeral arrangements, picked out her flowers, finalized everything at the cemetery, and just some little things here and there. Thank goodness I was actually able to settle down for an hour nap after all that! Sleep is hard right now. my mind goes 100 miles per hour. I think just the thought of having a lot of that stuff out of the way is a peace of mind though. I was able to keep my business face on for the most part. A couple things were hard to talk about but for the most part, I think I did what needed to be done! Sometimes I surprise myself.

ok well now it is night time. My family is back home with me! I have to say that tonight was a good night. We sat around the table remembering the good times with Grandma. I am gonna miss them! even the ones that frustrated me the most. I loved her so much!

well I need to get some thoughts together. I am gonna try and share a letter to my Grandma at the funeral. I hope I will be able to get through it. Let's just hope it will make more sense than my blogs have. She has been such a big part of my life and I feel I need to share it.

Please keep me in your prayers this week and for a while as I try to move on with everything. A lot of times are gonna be hard with out her being there or just calling me just to see how my day is going. ok better try and get some sleep. gonna try and hike in the morning. I need it.